Guardian Of The Garden

My flower bed garden plot is coming along nicely this summer.  I was strategic in choosing a spot right by the rain gutter.  Syd has taken up his guardian duty after a week recovering from his injury.  I still don't know what got a hold of him.  Rumors of coyotes in town this year.  Certainly, there are plenty of dogs on the loose.  We are carefully guarding 3 tomato plants, a pepper, sunflowers, cilantro, and I am not sure what else might come up!  I love flower beds, but this is a backyard, out of sight spot.  The ugly concrete wall would defeat the purpose of a regular flower bed. 

Pale In Comparison

First, I fried up some bacon this morning.  Then I cooked my taters in the bacon grease.  Then, I cracked out two eggs, one a brown free range egg that was purchased locally, and the other a Giant Eagle factory farm egg.  I was aghast at the difference.  Perhaps we don't know what is good for us???  Syd is healing up quite nicely...without a vet.  I was afraid to take him to a vet...even if I would have had the trip funded.  The systems idea about what is acceptable looks like it is way below the bar.  I think if people could see the difference up close, they would never settle for the standards that are legally acceptable.  I had a great breakfast this morning in spite of the grease.  I couldn't help but notice how unhealthy the grade A egg that I bought last week from Giant Eagle, looks puny and pale in comparison to eggs bought locally from happy chickens.

Syd's Wound

Syd has always been very good at catching birds from kitten hood up till now.  A few days ago he got something that fought back.  I have seen possums, raccoons, and possibly a ferret (mystery animal).  He has been in a near death state for a few days.  I was not sure he was going to be able to come back to life.  There has never been any credit card, or bank account to dip into, or borrow against.  So Vet is out of the question.  Tune in tomorrow for the latest in Syd's World.

18 Dogs Comforting Me Tonight

My sister has proven once and for all, that not only is she not a good parent, but she should not be allowed within 500 feet of her grandchildren.  I have seen her beat them  I have seen her daughter beat them.  I witnessed animal abuse as well during my stay with her.  And now, she has sent me vulgar photos of men with their genitals out of their pants.  How low will she go?  When will someone, stop her?  I don't know.  I do know this.  If there is a God, then that God would not allow her within miles of her own grandchildren!  Nor would that God allow her within 500 feet of me.  I can forgive law enforcement for not interfering with the abuse in my upbringing.  But now....supposedly we have NSA and homeland security.  If you can not protect yourself from your own kin, that what use is surveillance.  Just sayin!

Ode To Big Blue

family system of a ritual abuse survivor part 1.wmv

As long as members of my family are still practicing ritual abuse, no one is safe.  They wish I would shut up rather than acknowledge this past and present abuse. This new NSA spyware to save us from ISIS should be used for more local terrorism.  This woman s story is much like mine.

Closet Land

 My family is in jeopardy,  This whole thing about ritualistic abuse runs deep.  I will make art.  But don't ask me to overlook this sort of stuff....which I know to be true.  Just surprised it has been filmed.  My family comes from Bavaria, Ireland, Scotland....and hell....some of them were already here LOL.  This movie kinda sets the mood for my family.

Further Along

You won't be hearing from me.  Not as long as I have to pay for the powers that be, to spy on me.  You should hear this song by Emily Lou Harris, Dolly Parton, and Linda Rhonstat,  Awesome.  Not nor awesome though than some "southern right wingers that are proud of their kids.  It brings back memories to me.  I won't be tracked on a day to day basis.